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Tuesday, October 6, 2009

"The way to be nothing is to do nothing. "

I just had a great meal which I ate so much like there is no tomorrow. I guess, I gained about two kilograms for stuffing myself with so much food today. I guess I do deserve to overeat, once in awhile. Not forgetting to mention, the cool and refreshing bath I had before that. Oh my, I’m already getting tempted to have a good night’s rest right now.

So as you all know, though I look like a 13 year old kid. I actually turned 18 years old very recently. While I was eating, an idea struck me.. I decided to write an entry to share with you all about what I’m proud of achieving today and what I wish to achieve but just a sneak peak of it okay? I can be pretty lame at times.

I'll start with the achievements first. Though honestly I haven’t achieve much yet, I’m still working really hard of it. I’ll write an entry of what I wish to achieve tomorrow..

For those who know me well, I’m sure you all know what the first one is. It’s actually being able to meet and lucky for me, be with a wonderful guy who understand me and love me for who I am. Whose name is James.. I feel so lucky and honoured to be in love with such a talented, handsome and intelligent guy like him. Though at times, I feel really bad he have to go through my many nonsense.

I always had this tiny little phobia of feeling lonely. (Don’t judge me. If not I make this into a private blog.. Hehe, just kidding) I didn’t exactly like the feeling of being an outcast and I wanted to feel like I belonged in where I was. So I did a lot of silly stuff, just to let people know that I wasn’t someone to bully. It’s actually pretty much a long story but to cut it short, I mixed with bad people who my parents disagree with me mixing with and being a teenager in the rebellious stage I just would not stop to even listen. After some disasters and soul searching, I did manage to think straight eventually. But what I learned is not to be so naive, and I’m going to apply what I learned till I grow old.

Third on the list, is getting my parents to trust me once again. Believe me, I screwed up real bad before and I don’t wish to screw it ever again. I’m very grateful to them for not giving up on me, when I was in the rebellious stage. They had always been here trying to guide me whenever I need to make important decisions, even till now. And of course, I do believe that I am luckier than other kids out there. ☺

Last achievement that I am going to share is with you all. Is the ability of controlling my temper but still it fails on me now and then but I’m proud that I improved on it.

There are a lot of things I want to achieve in life, who doesn’t? If you asked me to tell you one by one, I doubt that I will be able to end. But don’t worry, I’ll write something interesting tomorrow. Promise, *big smile*

I’m finally done with my very long entry.. I guess I have to say goodnight for now as tomorrow will be an early morning for me. I need to report at school by 10am for my final interview with Hollywood resorts. Let you all know the outcome when I get home. Wish me luck! XOXO

♥ Ps. When you smile, my heart was going a thousand miles.


NICA 6 September Previous Entries October 2009	Tuesday, October 6, 2009 "The way to be nothing is to do nothing. " I just had a great meal which I ate so much like there is no tomorrow. I guess, I gained about two kilograms for stuffing myself with so much food today. I guess I do deserve to overeat, once in awhile. Not forgetting to mention, the cool and refreshing bath I had before that. Oh my, I’m already getting tempted to have a good night’s rest right now. So as you all know, though I look like a 13 year old kid. I actually turned 18 years old very recently. While I was eating, an idea struck me.. I decided to write an entry to share with you all about what I’m proud of achieving today and what I wish to achieve but just a sneak peak of it okay? I can be pretty lame at times. I'll start with the achievements first. Though honestly I haven’t achieve much yet, I’m still working really hard of it. I’ll write an entry of what I wish to achieve tomorrow.. For those who know me well, I’m sure you all know what the first one is. It’s actually being able to meet and lucky for me, be with a wonderful guy who understand me and love me for who I am. Whose name is James.. I feel so lucky and honoured to be in love with such a talented, handsome and intelligent guy like him. Though at times, I feel really bad he have to go through my many nonsense. I always had this tiny little phobia of feeling lonely. (Don’t judge me. If not I make this into a private blog.. Hehe, just kidding) I didn’t exactly like the feeling of being an outcast and I wanted to feel like I belonged in where I was. So I did a lot of silly stuff, just to let people know that I wasn’t someone to bully. It’s actually pretty much a long story but to cut it short, I mixed with bad people who my parents disagree with me mixing with and being a teenager in the rebellious stage I just would not stop to even listen. After some disasters and soul searching, I did manage to think straight eventually. But what I learned is not to be so naive, and I’m going to apply what I learned till I grow old. Third on the list, is getting my parents to trust me once again. Believe me, I screwed up real bad before and I don’t wish to screw it ever again. I’m very grateful to them for not giving up on me, when I was in the rebellious stage. They had always been here trying to guide me whenever I need to make important decisions, even till now. And of course, I do believe that I am luckier than other kids out there. ☺ Last achievement that I am going to share is with you all. Is the ability of controlling my temper but still it fails on me now and then but I’m proud that I improved on it. There are a lot of things I want to achieve in life, who doesn’t? If you asked me to tell you one by one, I doubt that I will be able to end. But don’t worry, I’ll write something interesting tomorrow. Promise, big smile I’m finally done with my very long entry.. I guess I have to say goodnight for now as tomorrow will be an early morning for me. I need to report at school by 10am for my final interview with Hollywood resorts. Let you all know the outcome when I get home. Wish me luck! XOXO ♥ Ps. When you smile, my heart was going a thousand miles. Yours Truly.